As some of you may know, I have spent the last few days on my grandparents' farm in Mississippi. Although there isn't really anything out here, i have to admit that I love the open pastures. For the first time, I have spent my time riding them in the 4 wheeler and just thinking about life....and honestly, I feel hopelessly lost. I am about to go to college and major in something I feel a calling to, but what if I absolutely suck?! I mean, think about it..anyone who knows me knows that I am what we call "organized chaos". I merely go on what I THINK God wants me to do.Sometimes, I wish the heavens would open up and God's voice would boom down saying, "JENNIE, DO THIS- IT'S WHAT YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO DO...OH, AND YOU WERE WONDERING ABOUT THIS DO- HERE'S THE ANSWER!". But obviously, that isn't going to happen. Honestly, most of the time I'm just unsteady. Fireflight has a line in Unbreakable that says- "Sometimes its hard to just keep going, but faith is moving without knowing. Can I trust what I can't see, to reach my destiny? I want to take control but I know better. God I want to dream again, take me where I've never been, I wanna go there, this time I'm not scared- now I am unbreakable, its unmistakable, no one can touch me- nothing can stop me." What if we were to think like this? It's my goal to. Well, honestly, I think I'm supposed to stop there. Let us go and be strong in our growing faith! - jennie
so.. you need to be at 'Delight on Friday' this week. it would completely answer your question. I'm lending you the book when you get home.
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